I am so happy with this image

its all I wanted it to be
Although its beautiful and eye catching it does hold the secret meanings of something quiet ugly and painful
not only to me
but anyone who has ever been touched by this kind of thing
And I think ill keep you all in the dark *for the most part* I guess its important to use your own imagination and figure it out
There are little pills in the sky with orange butterfly wings
The boy exposed stomach showing his spinal cord was nothing in particular
the boy is alive, not dead
but he is intoxicated.
The girl is assaulting the boy *I dont think she has consent, and does not really care either. I chose to do the boy as the victim instead of the girl because it can just as easily happen to a boy as it can a girl
Thought it might be refreshing to illustrate it that way.
Its quiet personal to me and I think even talking about it makes me uncomfortable
The tears from the sad deer and the flowers is really important
and makes this image. This image was hugely inspired by Camille Rose Garcia
please check out her work here -
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I did not mean to make the image look similar to this one I had done months ago
[link]When I thought up the idea the pose I chose to use was just what came to mind
even though I have done similar before. I didnt realize till later-
Oh well
Please enjoy
-watercolour pencils black ink- black fine liners-
Original on A3 sized paper.
DO NOT use my artwork without seeking permission.
I do not approve using my artwork in any way, shape or form without my consent.
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