I am so happy with this image it’s all I wanted it to be
Although it’s beautiful and eye catching it does hold the secret meanings of something quiet ugly and painful … not only to me… but anyone who has ever been touched by this kind of thing…
And I think ill keep you all in the dark *for the most part* I guess it’s important to use your own imagination and figure it out…

There are little pills in the sky with orange butterfly wings…
The boy exposed stomach showing his spinal cord was nothing in particular… the boy is alive, not dead… but he is intoxicated.
The girl is assaulting the boy *I don’t think she has consent, and does not really care either. I chose to do the boy as the victim instead of the girl because it can just as easily happen to a boy as it can a girl…
Thought it might be refreshing to illustrate it that way.

Its quiet personal to me and I think even talking about it makes me uncomfortable…
The tears from the sad deer and the flowers is really important … and makes this image. This image was hugely inspired by Camille Rose Garcia… please check out her work here - [link] and I think it is important to check it out because this image although inspired by the artist is still very my own

I did not mean to make the image look similar to this one I had done months ago [link]
When I thought up the idea the pose I chose to use was just what came to mind… even though I have done similar before. –I didn’t realize till later-
Oh well …


Please enjoy…
-watercolour pencils – black ink- black fine liners-
Original on A3 sized paper.




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