The photo I drew from can be found here [link] by*jahnfetish it has been too long since I did the right thing and linked the original photo that I drew this from…
I swear nothing bad by it… I collect a lot of photographs on devinatART and save them onto my computer… so when I go to draw them *if they are so good I want to draw them so badly* I will automatically tell the truth and admit I get ideas from photos when I do! When I did draw this image I could seriously NOT remember where I got it from in the first place… I did not add the artist to my watch list when I only enjoyed one image from them.

I am deeply apologetic for this…
If I upset or made anyone angry at all…
Call it fan art.. call it a compliment that I drew a photo because I thought it was just PERFECT … but by no means did I ever claim it to be my very own.

I love the photos around this place…they give me the best ideas in the world when everything else fails. Thankyou you good artists out there giving decent artwork a chance to produce itself after sexing your rare and beautiful imagery.
It is true.
Xox

Idea towards the image;
Drugs, the worst thing to be heavily into, especially heavy drugs.
She is beautiful…would you still wanna be her even with all her faults?
even with her addictions and disease
a love of mine says he accepts me even with all my faults.
id pay the price of beauty, to be happy with myself for one single moment
even if it would mean a life of junk.

This took so much work you wouldn’t believe,
I did the border and some added bits like spider webs and bats separately… mainly because I couldn’t fit it into the A3 sheet of paper… deciding colors and such was a bitch… more skull flowers and weird bunnies. Sorry for the repeated pattern but that’s what I like. I enjoy this piece…it was fun and something to do.

Using my still newish watercolour pencils…
-whispers- they are my secret
*hides*

enjoy.
Eek its 2.44 in the morning
And I haven’t even pressed the submit button
…need sleep
*dies*