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This picture is for mark ..mm you may have heard of him be4… or read his story’s like I asked, but never the less this is for him a month over due as he would say but yeh, that’s how I work no matter how annoying it is .. This picture is dedicated to one of the awesome story’s he wrote… I dunno once I read it I just saw all this stuff and it really inspired me I just HAD to draw something for the story Its amazing and made me see things differently.. I really recommend you follow this link and read the story amongst other that he has wrote and you wont be disappointed… would be a great thing to do while viewing this picture – *to get the feel for it* ..xXx [link] xXx so go check it out and give some support …

Here is a taste of the story .. or the main section in which I drew the picture from ..


What’s going on, I can see myself, I’m out of my body looking at myself. Watching myself sitting there tears falling and a razor blade in my hands. What’s happening, I don’t know why don’t I have any control over myself. I’m not asleep I know that but I just can’t explain what's going on. I’m just watching myself with the razor blade pressing into my wrist, what am I thinking? What's going to happen? I’m scared I don’t know what to do anymore I want to wake up I want control I don’t want to watch this happen I just don’t want to sit here and watch. I can’t stop it, there isn’t anything left for me to do. I can see tears now falling freely down my face. Why does this scare me so much if its what I want? I wonder how much it will hurt? Will it hurt at all? Or will I just feel happiness for the first time in years. I don’t want it to hurt but at the same time I don’t want to not do it. It has to happen but why?? Why isn’t there any other way for me to escape it. Why do I want to die so much? I just don’t know? Will it be better for me when I’m dead or will I have too keep thinking about everything that is wrong? Everything that’s hurting me over and over?. I can see it going in but I still don’t want it to, I still don’t know I just want to pain to be gone; I just want to be happy. – © Mark


I think I over did It on the blood .. but aah well .. this picture looks really different in real and the scanner fucked it up a little bit –shrugs- what can u do. I got a heap of inspiration from genesis and of corse Mark .. I would go into more detail but its easyer if you just go read the story and then you will understand the picture so much more .. and heaps clearer .. so go have a look and with that I finish. The link again *hurry up and look u fools* xXx [link] xXx